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This Must Be It

by Grave Animosity

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1.
They tore your wall down And put it up where everyone can see After they have bought a couple drinks It makes me wonder What it would make you think A dim reminder Or just a sense of poetic irony to sing A million songbirds pay to get a taste Of a perfect melody they can't replace They'll have black hearts for the future Broken burning trees Black hearts for the future Brains that never learned to grieve Jump into cold water Fantasize until they freeze Or decide what it means I was asleep until three years ago Now I can barely dream Rotting leaves fall off my silver wreath My birds are silent It took till now to know A rented house can never be a home And names Will always have their weight Cause I think of him when you begin to sing We'll have black hearts for the future Bones stitched on our sleeves Black hearts for the future Hearts that never learned to bleed Jump into cold water Fantasize until we freeze Or decide what it means You will always know how to make me feel safe Break my heart a million ways With just the way you say Pretentious turn of phrase When you stare at the same sky That I do every night I'm no longer alone You've burrowed deep inside my heart and made a home.
2.
Nothing seems to change Another night in a dirty crowded space Try to rearrange Patch up the holes more now Make a little space Try not to fall too far into the ground Try to entertain And hope you come around I just want to entertain any way to get by I know what's on your mind When it's quiet In the bathroom Wallowing all alone And I get it I also never saw this place as home It's a struggle to be productive When you're never by yourself I always hoped that'd never happen to anybody else I just want to entertain any way to get by I just want us to survive The world's so big and this room is so small I will try to rearrange I could type for miles Or in circles Redirect it Until it makes you scared I don't get it Even though I'm far too aware You're not happy Though you say it I can see it in your eyes I truthfully can't say I'm not surprised (hehe that doesn't make sense) I just want to find a place that we both can call home I just want us to survive The world's so big and this room is so small I will try to rearrange
3.
Close the door Draw the curtains Keep it secret Keep it safe A hundred miles locked away Just out of my reach Throw my stuff out on the street Throw a party in the empty space Or fill with idle pottery Whatever makes you happy White painted wood How many memories erased Throw the grand piano in the fireplace When that's all gone Willl you still speak of me Will they think ill of me when they're older Extend your courtesy to me I don't want to be a part of your holiday routine Extend your courtesy to me I don't want to be a part of this endless frippery This is how blood goes Just let it be Extend your courtesy Twenty one years Do you ever look back Any thoughts Any regrets Or are you content with the way things ended up to be Cut it off Avoid responsibility Extend your courtesy to me I don't want to be a part of your holiday routine Extend your courtesy to me I don't want to be a part of this endless frippery This is how blood goes Just let it be Extend your courtesy And it feels like a stranger's home to me Every time that I'm home Extend your courtesy to me I don't want to be a part of your holiday routine Extend your courtesy to me I don't want to be a part of this endless frippery This is how blood goes Just let it be Extend your courtesy
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You asked me to take a walk I asked you what for We've walked a thousand miles together And I'm too tired to walk one more Is it ever enough Is it too much Am I being selfish To want myself back You will always have good luck They believe every line A pariah every time Sixty more girls who love you for six months Who always hate me in the end You break them just the way you did to me I will always be I've spent the past five years erasing your mistakes Breaking bones to save your life Is it ever enough Is it too much Am I being selfish Am I being selfish You will always have good luck They believe every line A pariah every time Sixty more girls who love you for six months Who always hate me in the end You break them just the way you did to me I will always be royally fucked You will always have good luck You will always have good luck You will always have good luck They believe every line A pariah every time Sixty more girls who love you for six months Who always hate me in the end You break them just the way you did to me I will always be royally fucked

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released January 1, 2022

Eden Dombrowski hammers the one instrument here. She also does everything else.

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